Paperwork!!!

May 29, 2008

Today I had Amy(our babysitter)come watch the boys and I went to our adoption agency and got paperwork notarized. It was alot of stuff but alot was accomplished.My friend Laura let her boys come over and play and it was so cool to think I have known Griffen and Wesley since they were babies.They are now 11 and 8.Wesley has a twin sister Grace.Laura has been very supportive of this adoption and I hope she knows how much I appreciate it.I have really made alot of changes in my life(i think it is God getting us ready for this journey)and it is nice to have friends that can let you change and not let that hurt the friendship.I hope I will be the friend when I think my friend may have lost her mind know that God deals with us all the way He needs to and we should not get in the way or judge someone elses journey. I know I have been guilty of that and thought I knew all the answers in life and I have come to the conclusion God Will not be put in a box.He has a plan for all of us and we need to jump when he says jump.I think the hard part is being sure it is him and not us.I think he will always confirm everything he is saying by the bible ,people,or circumstances.I don't understand why sometimes he is so clear and then at times he seems like he does not exist.It seems like when I think i may become agnostic he is there!!!Sometimes it is hard in the South to truly walk a life that is authenic because we grew up knowing in our head bible stuff but it is when it is in our hearts mixed with faith that it become powerful and able to change lives.I don't want to just be a "head" christian!!!That is WAY too boring!!!! edit