End Of Summer

August 14, 2008

My two boys are back in school and life is seeming more organized. Gray will be going to a new school 3 days a week in 2 weeks. I am going to be real busy this fall with the kids and other things I have commited to. I am just trying to remain calm as I wait for the call to go meet our baby.It seems so strange to have nothing to do for the adoption . I can not even describe the excitement, fear, and weird feelings we are experiencing.All of this seems so far away right now and when people ask when we are getting Kati I feel like I have done something wrong because I have no idea. When I look back to see how this time last year if you would have told me we were going to adopt from Russia I would have told you you had clearly lost your mind. I can see how God was preparing us. We had just returned from a week retreat that changed our lives and gave us more clarity as to where we wanted our life to head. It kind of freaks me out to think if in one year so much has changed what will next year be like! I hope next year when I look back I will be more calm, forgiving, and peaceful!!edit