Dossier Instructions May 20, 2008 We got the instructions for putting our dossier together. We have to have 2 aposotilled and one notarized. This is ALOT of paperwork. Yesterday I felt completely overwelmed and wondered how I will get it all together.Today I feel alot better and realize I need to just take it one step at a time. I realize God's timing is perfect and he will give us everything we need to finish this adoption.When I give it over alot of the burden is lifted. I freak out when I think Kati is in a orphanage and there is not one thing that I can do. I have always been the type to find a way to make things happen (that has gotten me in trouble in the past), and to have no control is a daily struggle.As things move on it seems to be a bigger struggle!!! I need to settle in myself that if I truly believe God is in control that he has and will protect Kati until we can bring her home.Alot of people want to know if she has been picked out. I think our adoption agency knows when babies are coming off the registry. (I don't know that for a fact). I do know I have a love for her that is just as strong as the love I have for Andy,Sid and Gray. I know it is hard and exhausting being a Mom. I appreciate my Mom more than ever and realize being a Mom is the hardest job ever!!!!!! edit